in mechanics today it dawned on me how very soon christmas is.
it upsets me because it will all be over much much too fast, and then it's all sad. and it means i will be eighteen within the year.

and that terrifies me to the core!

um, i don't have that much to say, other than this year has been the best so far.
i have learnt a lot about myself, my friends and who i am.
and who i want to be, too.

don’t just stand there like a ghost in my room
don’t just stand there with that same old t.v. set
don’t just stand there pointing out west
and don’t stand there telling me i’m nothing